Tuesday 14 August 2012

My love.


My beloved brother. I hope he knows that we will be here for him. Hopefully he will mend his ways.

What's life all about?

People don't born out to be lazy creatures. They have a choice to be lazy or hardworking. It depends on them. I really dislikes people who don't know when is the time to be lazy when is the time to not be lazy. The person that fails in life will never be the person that is dumb or stupid, is people that choose to be lazy.
Another group of people is people that despise others because they have case such as getting involve in fights, being imprisoned due to bad behaviors, having probation or tagging and people give them weird and funny stares as if they are criminals. Come on, everyone will change for the better. You gotta give them a chance to allow them to turn into a new leaf and not look down on them just because of their past. Don't judge their past, because they don't live there anymore.

Saturday 11 August 2012

What is love?

Human beings are so fucking contradicting. For this moment, they can say they don't mind if this person's answer will or will not hurt them, another moment they can say they don't want face the reality. Omfg. Why so contradicting? You claims you love this, yet behind you can have sex with another. I don't understand what people are thinking nowadays. So weird. I really wonders if you know what the definition of love, or if really know how to love someone. You have your weak side, i do too, everyone else do. Nobody owes you. Don't bring your emotions out just because you need to vent it on someone. Be considerate. I really hate people who are fucking selfish. Please, you are not young anymore. Handle your love affairs with maturity.

Sunday 5 August 2012

Messy hair, i like.

Just because you didn't meant to hurt me, doesn't meant it's doesn't hurt.



Life Life Life

If you are willing to throw your pride away just to do things for your love ones, then you shouldn't be complaining or having regrets after both parties are not in good terms anymore. At least at that point of time, this is what you really wants. On top of that, who likes to have conflicts or quarrels? Nobody. Regardless in friendship, relationship or even family. But sometimes quarrels are unpredictable and unavoidable. We gotta face it and solve it together, and not run away from reality, avoid the problems. If you really hates quarreling and don't want such things to happen to you, i would suggest you to be alone. So that, all these problems would not occur on you. If you feel that the world is unfair, it's the fact. This is the world. What can you do? There are worst, pathetic people outta there. You should feel fortunate and contented with what you have instead of complaining these and that. Yes, there are times when we human beings would tend to feel upset, unhappy. However, it's not the end of the world. It's like, when you really love someone that deeply yet the outcome was just total shit. You would definitely feel hurt but it's also a lesson learn, you will become stronger than before and be a better person. It's not as if, the world has only that particular guy/girl that you can't live without. True love? It does not exist at all.

Saturday 4 August 2012

I WANNA BRITISH ACCENT

Stuck in the rain yesterday night. Therefore, i went home at 2am in the morning. Came home and continue my drama till 4am. I'm extremely exhausted yet gotta attend tuition later. It's drizzling, sucha great weather to sleep. Laid at my lovely bed to play gameboy. *POKEMON* hehe. Meeting Stephanie later on after my tuition. I'm gonna sign up for classes at british council after my o's. I really i wanna speak fluent english.

If i had a british accent, i'd never shut up.

Thursday 2 August 2012

Had been what's app-ing sister. We're going to Thailand to shop after my o's. Woohoo! Really excited. Can't wait for o's to end. How long is it gonna takes? It's like 3 months plus to o's. However, it seems like it's gonna take ages to finish it. Wanted to go for a jog again. Yet, i had blisters on my leg, so daddy suggested to stay home instead. Fortunately i'm a good girl and listen to him. My brother's really a headache to our whole family. Bad attitude problems? Throwing tantrums like babies? What's more? Sometimes i really feel heartache for my parents because he created so many problems and in the my parents are ones suffering. He's really not sensible at all. Hopefully he will come to senses soon.


Lovely sister& daddy.




Daddy& Mummy!




Stop judging.


Wednesday 1 August 2012

Hey girls, look at this.


Sherlyn's 16th.

Had a mini conversation with Alfrey last night. Really hope this brother of mine has turn into a new leaf. Before sleeping, he sent me this photo. How rude of him! I was damn exhausted today. Didn't know the reason behind it as i slept early the day before. Kept falling asleep in the cabin. I really can't wait for o's to finish. Get this over and i'm done with secondary school's life. It's horrible being a retained student. Seeing all of your friends leaving the school and you are stuck in the school with classmates you're not familiar or close to. There's one word to describe the feeling of mine. Which is "Regrets". Not gonna talk about this negative incident. Gotta work& study hard to achieve my goals. National Day's coming! Can't wait for the "long" holidays. I wanted to go for jogging again however the blister of mine was killing me. Argh. Gotta slim down. Anyways, Happy 16th birthday to you Sherlyn Ong.

Alfrey bro, i really hope you are doing well. All the best to you!

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